The Deepest Work is usually the Darkest

New York, you will always be in my heart.

You know guys, to be honest with you, being in NYC has been the most challenging chapter of my life.

The past 2 years and a half years I lived in tropical places, immersed in nature, everything flowing so smoothly, life was so easy.
Being in THE city was a big bang for me, a very serious deal.
At first, I struggled to find my own rhythm, I felt very overwhelmed with the amount of people and energy in here, not to mention the freezing cold there was in March!
I was energetically close, I didn’t even want to open to it cause I refused to be here, and I was crying asking the Universe to guide me cause I felt lost.

Tomorrow, I leave.
A new chapter begins.
And I’ll tell you that I am sad to close this chapter, and usually I never feel sad to leave a place.
Don’t get me wrong, I am extremely excited for the future, but I am experiencing something new and subtle right now.

This city has been a huge portal for my personal growth. I faced my shadow, I worked with my wounds, I planted seeds in a place I didn’t really want to ground.
I went through a huge spiritual opening, a deeper acceptance of myself and my truth, I learnt who I am in ways I never experienced before.
This city gave me new perspectives, expanded my horizons. It helped me become a more empowered embodied woman.

As soon as I surrendered to the fact that I was here, I started flowing again.
Everything just made sense, my divine trust was back with me, I restored my energy and was at peace with myself and New York.

I met incredible people, got so much better at acro, my business took on another level, I started lifting proper weights, I got lost in the beauty of the busy streets of Manhattan, and my relationship blossomed into the purest deepest love I could have ever imagined to have.

For me, this chapter was a Universal Call that reminded me of the importance of owning my shit and facing the challenges, of putting myself into the most uncomfortable situations to find myself again, even when it feels like the wrongest decision.

It made me more patient and it showed me how capable I am.
I can do anything I want, and I can even do anything I don’t want.

I value myself deeper, and I see this in my spiritual work, the way I interact with my clients, my business, my whole life.
I learnt what having integrity truly means, and I also accepted the fact that many people are not able to listen, to do their self-work and be true to themselves.

This is why my path has gone more towards mentoring.
I am here to support, to transform, to awaken humanity, or at least to do my best to bring harmony and balance into people’s lives.

I am immensely grateful for the work I am doing for myself and for others.
I am immensely grateful for New York, which is now another home for me.

Remember, the doors towards liberation are usually the most challenging ones, the ones you are afraid to open.
The deepest work is usually the darkest. Do not be afraid to investigate the worst.
It will only increase your soul power through the freshest insights and opportunities to give clear vision to your life.

Thank you. I love you.

Alice xxx